nowhere girl

trippyv0dka:

“You are not too fat or skinny. You are not too old or wrinkly. Your nose isn’t too big and your boobs aren’t too small.you are not ugly or stupid. This body of yours no matter what shape or what size has carried you around your whole life. It’s taken you places, enabled you to explore the world. Picked you up when you’ve fallen down. Fought through colds and flus. Broken bones and broken hearts. Even though your put it down it keeps on going. Keeps on working the best it can. Through the good and the bad your heart has kept beating. It will take you through to the very end. What a wonderful clever thing it is. What an amazing beautiful person you are.”

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trippyv0dka:

Drink the pain away, pop a pill so you won’t remember it.

trippyv0dka:

If only daddy knew his little girl was broken.

If only mommy knew her drunk words hurt her daughter.

If only her sister knew that calling her names actually hurt her.

If only people knew how much words can affect someone.

words hurt, sometimes worse then physical pain.

trippyv0dka:

my mind is a scary place that I don’t wanna be at but live in.

trippyv0dka:

Goodbye best friend,
thank you for everything you ever did for me, thanks for the infinite laughs, the outings and our crazy talks, thank you for making these years special in my life; Thank you for listening to me when I was so happy and excited, and thank you for having me when I was sad, I thank you for sharing a little bit of your life with me, for having opened sentimentally with me and for telling me your secrets and those strange thoughts that nobody else knows about you , I promise to keep them secret forever, (I hope you can do the same …).
I do not hold a grudge, however I’m a little disappointed, and I do not know if it’s you, for having walked away and let all this happen as if nothing, or me, for having had higher expectations regarding our friendship.
But I managed to understand that people change, for better or worse, and we simply change, maybe we do not agree, maybe in the future we can match again; Maybe life put you on my way to give me an important lesson, I do not know … However, I wish you the best in your new life, I hope you find someone who can understand and support you as I (or even better), I hope That you fulfill your dreams and you manage to do all those things that you once told me.
As for me … I will be well, I have managed to understand that our friendship has already expired, and I will not deny that I miss you, much more than I should, however I have to continue with my life, I want you to know that despite Everything, I carry you in my heart, you were an important part of my life to which I now have to say goodbye.
love you, your old best friend.

needtolosefat: